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    So this is now a 7-bit ASCII text. It appears to me this forum software is not capable of handling UTF-8 and crops text on any non US-ASCII character. Feel free to delete my two comments directly after this post.


    Hi.

    I just do not believe this. I just wrote a long post, but somehow my user got logged out while doing so with all of the text I worked on last hour being gone. The restore function of the forum software just managed to restore part of the first paragraph of that. It fits the topic "God against me" perfectly. I will now first use a text editor and then copy paste. God can throw anything God wants at me. I will post this post, no matter what. And is there a release about Love/Hate with Computers and other technical devices?



    I did Sedona Method Super Course and I am new the end of I think almost two-month period of Effortless Creation with first 2 goals with easily more than 100 pages up paper filled up with all kinds of stuff I released and I do not even remember all of it. I made *huge* progress*. While there came up less and less to release about them, one time for one goal nothing but complete confidence that I have it, I do not yet have the goals. Also I do a detoxification and microbiome healing process for this body I have taken care of by using a special quite new natural supplement. In the last 3 days I have been in an immense healing crisis regarding both this body and feelings. Regarding the natural supplement I ask experts tomorrow evening. In addition to that there are again disturbing sounds of a quite new construction site on an estate next to where I live. I luckily look forward to 3-4 weeks of holidays, which I'd like to stay mostly at home and use quite some time on releasing and recovering and just being, but it this may not even be possible for me given the noise from that construction site. And I still have 4 days to go of a Linux training I hold.

    It was too much.

    I found an old pattern again: Whenever I make progress with anything (be it paraliminals, other meditations, and a ton of over stuff...), I just face the thought-feeling that God just uses the opportunity to throw even more stuff at me. That God just hates me with a passion. Such a passion that God never throws as much at me that I completely break down, but enough so that I almost break down and suffer to the greatest amount possible. That I can and may never be happy for extended periods of time. That Creation itself has a bug, that this whole human experience is just one single big desastrous mistake. And of course I am hating myself with a passion when thinking all of this. That God is even justified to hate me with a passion cause I am the most broken, unfixable, unhealable being that ever wandered around on this planet.

    Could I welcome hating me as much as I do? Yes. Could I love me as best I can? ... ... Yes.

    Am I wanting to figure it out? Of course. Can I let go wanting to figure it out? ... Yes.


    I have ideas on releases I can use on that, like:

    - Sedona Method: Loving your partner as they are, on myself.
    - 365 Releases: The one about the World is not against you.
    - 365 Release: The one about wanting to destroy your life.
    - Sedona Method: Wanting to change.
    - Sedona Method: Accepting change is possible.
    - And also on Shame and Guilt.
    - Sedona Method: On the world.

    Any other suggestions? Is there any epic Release on God, duality, no bug in creation release? Does it make sense to check out Letting Go Accelerator in order to see whether I am stuck? I don't think I am completely stuck however. Probably I am very close to a big, huge break-through, but then I may be head-banking already.


    Also any recommendation for an release about noise from places around the place where I live? Noises I think I cannot always evade and just need to suffer. I felt so helpless with these as I cannot just switch off the ears of this body for a while.

    I will also post about an releasing partner in my area. I have done all of the releasing work on my down. I think I have been very brave and courageous so far.

    I hope this english is good enough to read. It is not native english.
    Last edited by ananda99; 07-09-2018, 03:16 PM.

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    Where is the text I just pasted into this post? Does this forum software actually work?


    Hi.

    I just don

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    • #3
      Release on God Against me


      Hi.

      I just do not believe this. I just wrote a long post, but somehow my user got logged out while doing so with all of the text I worked on last hour being gone. The restore function of the forum software just managed to restore part of the first paragraph of that. It fits the topic "God against me" perfectly. I will now first use a text editor and then copy paste. God can throw anything God wants at me. I will post this post

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      • #4
        re the noise in the environment.....could I welcome the sounds as much as I do- could I welcome the silence as best I can?

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        • #5
          Is there any epic Release on God, duality, no bug in creation release?

          https://www.sedona.com/summer-big-sale?aff=STFB
          have a look at the tracks and see if this program would be good- it is currently on sale...but not for long

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          • #6
            Thank you, Zannie. Today I used the Love/Hate releasing (Allow myself to hate as much as I do / love as best I can) which had a calming effect. I will use your suggestion as well and see what happens.

            As the Summer Sale, which of the programs do you mean? There are quite some one sale.

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            • #7
              Hi ananda99!

              I recommend that you release on wanting to be controlled by God. You can use all the clean up procedures on God and see how that goes.

              Also, check and see if you can find where you end and where God begins? And where God ends and you begin?

              Also, welcome all the thoughts and feelings around "I am the most broken, unfixable, unhealable being that ever wandered around on this planet." and then check and see if there is any wanting to punish yourself for being "the most broken, unfixable, unhealable being that ever wandered around on this planet." Welcome your answer. If yes, how do you think you should be punished? Welcome your answer. And for how long? Welcome your answer. And then check and see if you could let go of wanting to punish yourself that way for that long. Lastly, could you let go of wanting to believe that about yourself again?

              As far as the noise goes, if you just released on that and how much it irritates you you'll find that that in and of itself is the price of admission. Eventually you won't even care about the noise and you'll be able to release without any distraction.

              Warmly,
              Delilah


              www.theaccordcenter.net

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              • #8
                Thank you very much, Delilah. I feel your answer is spot on. Wanting to be punished or to punish myself is a big part of it. I think that is why I considered Release Guilt & Shame release already, but I did not have this completely clear. I released a lot of this on persons already, but never really on God, so thank you very much for that recommendation. I definitely go for this and see what happens.

                I also punished myself with the process to improve the microbiome. The manufacturer of the natural supplements clearly recommends to reduce the dosage in case of a healing crisis. I already read that, but still did not do that and thus the healing crisis was stronger than it needed to. Now I heard it again. And decided to do it, in case there is another healing crisis.

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                • #9
                  Of course, in a sense, I am always releasing on God, whether I am releasing on persons, things, beliefs or whatever.

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                  • #10
                    Hi ananda99,

                    Glad you found my input of value,
                    Delilah



                    www.theaccordcenter.net

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