My living situation is not good. My neighbors dog use to(I'll try to think of it as a problem from the past) bark a lot. The neighbors are getting a divorce and the husband is quite volatile. I called by-law and things escalated. He eventually threatened to kill me.
I get crazy rage that is affecting my body because it overwhelms me and Im scared of losing control of it and doing something bad.
Also there is intense terror from the neighbor going through on his threat. He threatened me AFTER the police already told him he couldn't come on my property.
I want to move, but having trouble maintaining day to day, let alone going through a move(although I am renting and single so it is possible). Ive been relesing for years but this situation is really hammering me.
Ive been working with letting go of wanting to change, and welcoming resistance. Everytime the dog barks though I get set off.
I get crazy rage that is affecting my body because it overwhelms me and Im scared of losing control of it and doing something bad.
Also there is intense terror from the neighbor going through on his threat. He threatened me AFTER the police already told him he couldn't come on my property.
I want to move, but having trouble maintaining day to day, let alone going through a move(although I am renting and single so it is possible). Ive been relesing for years but this situation is really hammering me.
Ive been working with letting go of wanting to change, and welcoming resistance. Everytime the dog barks though I get set off.
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