When I first started releasing I didn't feel much as I realised. But one time when releasing around wanting approval I spontaneously said yes and felt amazing. I want from a state of lack to an amazing state very fast. I just felt joy and whenever thinking about the goal it was like I didn't care whether I had it or not because I felt so good in that moment. All motivation came not from lack but how can I make this state even better. I also felt very productive in this stage, where normally I felt scared or resistant in that state I felt optimistic towards any goal and wanted to take action, because I knew that I already felt so good that it didn't matter what happened.
But since than I have never been able to enter that state. Releasing either only makes me feel a little calmer about my issue or just makes me frustrated. All I went is to be able to enter this state again when I choose.
My question is what's the fastest way to enter this state again? I know I got there from releasing before, but it's only happened once since than and seems to be random whether releasing will make me feel that way or make me frustrated, do I just release on issues and hope it comes back or should I just keep releasing my feelings until I reach that feeling? What can I do to catalyse entering this state of mind again?